depresión desesperación I have been hurt
again
Wednesday, February 28, 2007, 2:05 PM

tomorrow is science exam and i am so worried!!!!



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Tuesday, February 27, 2007, 4:01 PM

i feel so insecure now, i cannot post anything i feel here as i will be scolded, chided, teased, and everything else. especially from......... i've finally created a secret blog.



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3:42 PM
darn.

today was so-so. Yesterday eng paper was quite okay but mrs raymond says we did badly. today's maths was terrible. although i know how to do all most of the questions, i was flustered when i realised i took a longer time than usual to complete it and in one question, i was horribly worng. luckily i corrected it. Whew! I have a phobia of Malcolm and everybody knows that so why doesn't Malcolm until kimberly tells him? Weird though, why is Malcolm sometimes nice, sometimes okay and sometimes terrile and horrible?
Malcolm's report today (for me!) : Umm..... ok only lah. i can't believe that he doesn't know that the least arks you get for o-levels, the better it is. And erica thinks hat people can get 0!! the lowest marks you can get for 1 subject is 1!!! unless you dun take any subjects you can say you got 0!!! like umm, 2 students, JOhn and Henry, have 10 marks each. however, John is better. you noe why? John: 10 marks, 10 subjects.Henry: 10 marks 7 subjects. you understand? if you don't, tag and when i see, i'll explain further but it's best to ask shammah as her mum is a sec school teacher! i dunno about her dad.




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Monday, February 19, 2007, 8:43 PM
YEAH!!!

Tomorrow, i can go to Sentosa! I will go there with my family and my uncle's family. Aiya! don't think i can go to the beach. Mummy doesn't like it. Why does my father have to work so late when his pay is only for 10 hours daily. The pay is like, so little lor. Horrible leh! how do they attract people to join the SAF???? Crazy people. ANyway, tomorrow, we will MIGHT go to the underwater world, dolphin lagoon, go to the UFO tower, etc, etc, etc. How many red packets have you guys got???




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Saturday, February 17, 2007, 5:02 PM
DAMN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DAMN maple!!!! my aple programme cannot load! Oh for goodness' sake, LOAD!!!!! i'm too annoyed to really blog, let alone create a secret blog! I'mm here just to vent my anger!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hate maple! i hate maple! i hate maple! i hate maple! DAMN! DAMN! DAMN!DAMN!DAMN!



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Friday, February 16, 2007, 3:09 PM

HI! today, shammah gave me a card! i will scan it and paste te picture here. She says it is for me and if she doesn't give it to me now, she ma not have a chance to ever! That is like, so touching! Even tiffany, my Best Friend, have never ever given me such a nice one before! anyway, i will make a list oon who is my best friends and who is my most hated enemy. I am currently ignoring Tiffany for like, 2 days! I would have gotten a 100 in my maths practice paper but i was horribly careless! OMG!!! wait a moment..........
Nice right? Gotta Go! GOODBYE!!!!!





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Thursday, February 15, 2007, 4:52 PM
DAMN TIFFANY!!!

Tiffant so bad, I hate her! I hate her! SHi ni, tuition friend, offered me some chips and i asked if it is vegetarian. Tiffany said yes so i ate it. 2 of it. There was prawn inside! I successfully ignored her for a day! I HATE HER!!! I HATE HER!!!!!! I HATE HER!!!!! i cried half the evening bcos of it!
she thinks saying sorry a million times can making up for destroying my vegetarianism for like, alomst since i was a fetilised egg cell until now??????? Naive, i call that! I hate her, and she has the guts to think i am ignoring her because she tald me the answer to a science homework question wrongly???!!! i wouldn't care about that!!!!1




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4:27 PM
Haha

today, i am going to create a new blog to write all my secrets in but i won't state what is it! so there! i won't be the same as the previous one ok?
Don't try to find it. i only have a possibility of 10% that i will create it. TOday is like, so tough lor! you noe what? we rushed through 2 sets of science papers and process skills!




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Tuesday, February 13, 2007, 6:27 PM
my dreams

i dream...
-to be better than Tiffany
-to get into My dream school
-to get at least 275
-to be an all-rounder(partly like shammah and partly like Tiffany)




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3:56 PM
.........

Today, Malcolm wanted to know more about Desmond the sicko from Kimberly and kept chasing her. after He went off, i said to Kimberly:"How good not to have Malcolm trailing after you for once! WHy did he keep coming after you?"
Kimberly :"OH! he wanted to know about Desmond the sicko"
Me: OH!
Kimberly: YOu want me to tell you?
Me: I'm already feeling sick because of Jia YI. He bit his hand, showed it to me and i thought it was a bnch of veins. I sarved for half an hour and within 1 second, lost my appetite. i don't want to be any sicker.
Kimberly: ok, i'll tell you without your permission.
Me: (threatening) If you tell me, i'll tell Malcolm
She didn;;t tell me. OK,ok, she was just joking about telling me.
when i told Malcolm that, he said:"Aiyo, why you say that?I want to know one leh."
Does he want me to feel sick for him???!!! just to know something to do with desmond and noodles? Crazy boy!
He kept pestering Kimberly and i joked with Gigi that If malcolm wanted to woo kimberly also not like that one lah.
That tattletale told Malcolm.
Guess what happened? Malcolm came over and screamed at me in Mandarin.(I expect his English wasn't good enough! Sniggers) I was eating and as usual, looked at him, backed away and continued eating. I mean, what could he do to me? Kimberly and Malcolm confronted me together later and i noticed a couple of things which i am so not going to state here in coase i sink into deeper trouble. For those who wanted to know why that barbarian (a person who behaves wildly and badly,, incase you don't know!) was screaming at me, you do now! I can't believe he took it so seriously! Anyway, i know now that i should've apologised and since i cannot use the phone now, i want to say 'sorry' to Kimberly and Malcolm i mean, BOth Kimberly and Malcolm ok? Sorry. That's all i want to say.If you find it not enough? DO you want me to put a Blingyblob graphic for you all? I hope not... too troublesome...




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Sunday, February 11, 2007, 7:48 PM
hmmmm.........

I am so happy today. ok, not exactly very happy but quite happy lah. I bet youre thinking: why happy?anything special? actually, no!!! like Mrs Raymond said, you need a reason to be unhappy but you don't need a reason to be happy! Sounds goods, eh? I'm thinking of adopting it as my motto. Sorry i haven't been blogging for like, a millionum! I changed my blogskin and my post format today! Lot's better than always Goong here, Goong there. Anyway, gotta eat dinner. A bit late right? But i had lunch late, so...... See all of my friends tomorrow in school!
P.S. i expect noan none of my friends to visit my bllog as i havn'e posted for so long but if you do, Thanks a bunch!
P.P.S. I'm having either roti prata or chappati for dinner!





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